I'm guessing your first question to yourself may be, how many pregnancy tests did she take? My answer: lots. This is just a small representation of the sticks that I have peed on since the first one on December 29th. Sad, I know. I know what ever reason I come up with for this madness, is still going to sound like just that...madness. I'll give my top three reasons anyway.
1. I wanted to see the lines get darker
2. I wanted to make sure I was still pregnant
3. I love finally being able to see the two pink lines that eluded me for 2.5 years
Your second question to yourself may be, is she done? My answer: no. Well, almost. I have one more dollar store test that I may just take for kicks. Maybe not entirely for kicks. You would be amazed at how reassuring two dark pink lines can be for a woman like me, especially when the test line is DARKER than the control line! Tim tried to talk me down out of this addiction, and it has worked to a point. I haven't bought anymore tests, and I don't plan on it either.
Your second question to yourself may be, is she done? My answer: no. Well, almost. I have one more dollar store test that I may just take for kicks. Maybe not entirely for kicks. You would be amazed at how reassuring two dark pink lines can be for a woman like me, especially when the test line is DARKER than the control line! Tim tried to talk me down out of this addiction, and it has worked to a point. I haven't bought anymore tests, and I don't plan on it either.
I am just so very much in love with this baby already and the thought of being a mother. It terrifies me to think that the dream that I've finally grasped could be snatched away from me. I know, think positive. That is my goal for each day. Think positive, think in love.
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